Don't dream your dream, live your dream.

I have many dreams just like probably all of you. One of my dreams was to have a son, a little baby boy I can call MINE. It was always just a dream and I never actually thought I will have one, so I kept on dreaming. One day I finally talked to my fiance and we came to the conclusion that we had enough children and that this would be one dream that would never come true. I accepted that and I did not put the dream on hold I simply erased it out of my brain. I started to concentrate again on my school and career and my daughters and so on. One month after the conversation I found out that I was pregnant. Totally not planned and it was a shock for both of us. From the day of peeing on the stick I started to hope for a little boy, I told myself "hey I am pregnant now, so please let it be a boy at least." It was not until late September when I found out the gender of our child and I have cried tears of joy when the nurse told me that we are going to have a little BOY. I was the happiest woman on earth.
Today one week after our sons birth I am still crying tears of joy every time I look at MY SON. After years of dreaming I am holding my dream in my arms every day and I will hold him for the rest of my life. I never thought that it would feel so amazing to have one of your biggest dreams come true. Its like you still cannot believe that you are no longer dreaming this dream, you are living this dream and nobody can take that away from you.
It's like you are saving money to buy your dream car or your first house and you finally get it and you drive the car or start moving into your home, you still cannot believe it. You cry from joy and you tell yourself I cannot believe it. That's how I feel, I am complete, I feel complete. I have a son and he is all MINE.
So friends stop dreaming, go out there and LIVE!!!

My adorable son Dalton Christopher born 2/15/2012