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1/20/2012

Before I was a mom!!

Before I was a mom I would stay up all night long just to watch TV. I would work from 8pm to 6am and then go straight to school and still not be tired. Before I was a mom I spent my paychecks on clothes, shoes, and things I never really needed. Before I was a mom I went to parties almost every weekend. I didn't care about anybody or anything but myself. I did not put much heart into education or work or didn't care what people said to me or the tips they were giving me about life. Whenever an adult spoke to me, all I could say was "whatever". But all that was BEFORE I became a parent. Now my clubbing turned into PJ parties watching Spongebob and new Disney movies over and over and over again. My bed time is now at 9pm and my alarm clock are my children who run into my room each morning and scream "mom we are hungry". There is no sleeping in, or being careless. Now I spend my money on my children instead of myself. Right now I am tired, but right now I am a mom. All of this sounds so horrible to some of you, I am sure. But my children are the best thing that ever happened to me. They brighten my day, put a smile on my face every day. I became an adult and take advice from others and give advice. I care more about others then myself, school became very important to me. I want to be somebody, I want to give a great example to my babies. I would not change a thing. I am a mom now and I am going to be a mom for the rest of my life and this is the greatest job a woman could ever have. I feel accomplished and found my destiny in my life, I found myself. Sometimes there are days when I doubt myself but when my children say the three words "I love you" I know I am doing everything just right.




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